Hey Stark, thanks for bringing this story to my attention. I read the original letter and did not feel the outrage that you express. I can more easily relate to Alma's relief. Perhaps Samuel's letter wasn't perfect, but it shows a growing self-awareness that I welcome.
“Hatred never ceases by hatred, but by love alone is healed.”
Hello social justice warriors, woke people, people of color, people without color, Medium members, Medium lurkers, literate animals, and everyone else. Welcome to my self-cancellation. I’m kidding, I think.
Lately, I have been mulling over racism and wokeness. I was going to write a wish for an end to “white people” generalizations, but I knew that was coming out of frustration so I didn’t. Then, this morning, I had the idea. The one that makes me uncomfortable, because I have to dig deep and be vulnerable. The one that scares me because I don’t know how people will react. The…
Sometimes I feel a deep loneliness.
Familiar, like it’s always been here.
I remember, as a child,
misunderstood by all,
That was you.
Oh but I’ve changed so much since.
I’ve replaced all my pieces.
I strived. I improved.
Isn’t this what you wanted?
You’re still here. Why?
like you could use
a steady friend.
So we sat.
Me and my loneliness,
together at last.
My wife said she needs time alone. Not in the dramatic, I’m fed up with you and we’re probably going to break up kind of way. More like, I love you but people need time alone to unwind sometimes and that’s normal and totally chill.
So I drove up to this tiny cabin in the woods. It’s a simple life here. Just the essentials. There’s a dry toilet but it’s better to pee outside to reduce the smell. Hadn’t done that in a while. Have you been out in the city and you needed to pee real bad but all…
In Buddhism illness, age and death are sometimes referred to as divine messengers because they can teach us stark truths about our world. We can ignore these messages 🙈, or fight them. Nevertheless, as far as I can tell, everyone is ill at times, ages, and eventually dies. The messages are said to be divine because understanding and accepting them can nurture a greater appreciation for life, more peace, etc. Good stuff.
I have found Buddhism to be a great source of wisdom, which can generally be applied at many, many levels. I write software for a living and so…
Last week I wrote about how Kotlin coroutines can take over 100ms to initialize on Android. Knuttyse asked if I used an “optimized production build” for my measurements and the truth is I had not. I thought, how big of a difference can it make anyway? So I tried, and it made a 1000% difference.
For my initial measurement I’d used a debug build. This time I started with a release build and enabled minification and resource shrinking. I ran the same bit of code as before:
On a Moto G6 running Android 9, where launching the coroutine had…
I’ve retracted the conclusion reached in this article. The measurements were made on a debuggable app and differ surprisingly from production performance: Don’t Run Benchmarks on a Debuggable Android App (Like I Did)
Did you know that there is a significant initialization cost to Kotlin coroutines? Well, maybe not significant in all cases, but when it comes to app startup, every millisecond boost is worth taking. I found that simply launching the first coroutine can take over 100ms. 😱
Introducing Belay: github.com/specto-dev/belay
Early this year I started working at Specto, a startup tackling performance monitoring for mobile apps. I was the first Android engineer there, and so got to start with a fresh Android project. One of the best feelings I know. 🌱
As I built our Android SDK, measuring application performance turned out to be my second priority. My first, most important task, was to avoid crashing our customers’ applications at all cost. You may have heard about the Facebook SDK causing apps to crash on launch. Not a good look. And yet, I empathize: writing software is…
Software developer, meditator, friend. All I’m trying to say is, peace and love.